Nine of Swords Nine of Swords
in the Past position.

Nightmares, suspicion, and insecurity. Depression weighing one down. Worry and delays. Longing and misery. Pining for a loved one. Distress and obsession. The haunting of past hurts and injustices. Debilitating, unhealthy situation. Unrelenting enemy. Loneliness. Indecision. Bewilderment. Premature end.


Knight of Wands - Reversed Knight of Wands - Reversed
in the Present position.

Irreconcilable differences. A heated exchange. Loss of relationship. A man who sows strife for amusement. Weak ideas.


Four of Wands Four of Wands
in the Future position.

Repose after difficulty. A prize. Unexpected celebration. Social events. Romance and fertility. Virtue, vigilance, and restraint are rewarded. Tide turned in one¹s favour. Solid foundation for the future. Alliances and friendship. Sharing. Relief. On a deeper level, the card represents equilibrium and achieving a state of balance, peace, and contentment after a long ordeal. Gratitude. Emotional and psychological well-being.
是呀~~最近是很痛苦,外加depress...
自3月初從臺灣回來,得知BC要走,而我得接她的工作後...
每天都很累,有學不完的新東西,有做不完的工作,和接不完的電話...
一個人要做五個人的工作
如果說是一個看的到未來的工作,那 I am willing to do it...
但做著自己不喜歡的工作,那真是痛苦...
原本之前考慮回臺灣發展
但計劃一下子又有了變化

快要三十了,而我連自己未來的另一半都不知道在哪裡...
感覺很失敗...
現在我希望先將 certificate program 上完
如果想走另一條路,就得先將路鋪好再走...
至少我是理性的~
反正現在走的話,會少了許多benefit...
那就再堅持一下,不要做一個無情無義的人
不要BC走,你也馬上就走...
畢竟人家給過你一些機會

雖然不知道未來會怎樣,那就努力充實自己
未來就交給上帝來安排吧~ Cheers!
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